A year!

2023 was supposed to be my year! 

How is that, it’s already falling apart? 

Probably 2024 is the one, isn’t it?

I hope it is…

We all have this feeling, don’t we?

With every passing year, we hope it’s our year. A time when everything goes in your favour, major changes towards a promising future take place and life magically isn’t the same anymore. 

While this is possible, it may not be feasible. 

Everything is a mix of some happiness and sorrow . Having that heartbreak, which may not seem very healthy, is a long term benefit for oneself, that has taught a ton of lessons. Instead of consuming oneself for someone who wouldn’t even care, it’s better to get shattered all at once and start afresh.

Not that everyone is soughed but sometimes it’s just people behave way too differently. That affects… Doesn’t it? Memories flash back and it gets difficult many a times. 

Careers, missed opportunities, or just those targets to be achieved, become far fetched.

It all seems out of hands. No plan, too many paths and there you stand- too tired of them all. 

Can it get any worse? To say it all, yes it can. Many more problems…surface…

But this now does seem like the rock bottom.

‘Everything I once feared, happened’…

All my wishes, expectations and hopes have  let me down. 

Made some wrong choices, which have consumed me all…

What I once thought life would be,

 is completely opposite now,

A feeling of deep hollow in my heart, 

Which can never be expressed, 

Has been hurting me all along,

Can anything ever get better, after so much I looked out for? 

Why does everything have a right time to fall in place? Sometimes haven’t you wondered if, it’s too late? 

May seem so, but it’s never too late and it all gets better with time….

 Probably getting used to it, and not having the energy to expect anything more makes it beautiful. 

When there’s nothing left to ask for, 

You’ve tried to stay strong throughout,

It may not be this day, 

But I’m sure you’re bound to succeed this way…

Wishing everything would be different, 

May not be the right way,

Keep holding on to yourself through gushing storms,

As you never know which enchantment life is yet to offer….

To a year that’s going to be exciting with it’s extreme highs( no context to where I study) 

 and lows, thats truly a taste of life as it’s whole!